Relationships

26. července 2010 v 20:25 | Webmiss |  theTHOUGHTS
As many of you know, in the past 2 years, I've been in four serious relationships. And those who used to come to my first personal-blog have followed it all from the time I broke up with my 2nd boyfriend, after 5,5 months. My longest relationship lasted 6 months, my shortest two months, my best relationship ended like two weeks ago and the 5,5 months long one was the most drama. But in some way, I've just been in one real relationship. Because even though I loved two of these four guys and I really really liked the other two, it's actually nothing compared to the way I love my best friend. And if I'd compare any of these relationships to the one I have with her (and believe me, this is much more than just a friendship), I would have no right to call them "serious relationships". Because the "P&S relationship" begun May 15. 2007. And a couple of days I realized that every time I've put a boy to the front for some time or in some situation, it was pretty pointless - because the relationship I have with eS will always, always be stronger than the one I'll have with boys - or it seems so right now. And on this trip in Germany I realized, that's it always worth fighting for it, that it's the kind of relationship where you have to work to make it perfect - because even though we will love each other no matter what, we want to make it the best fit possible for both of us. And I think that after 4 years we just learned the way how to work on it and that makes me happy. But this leads me to another question. I am not really sure if I believe in true love or something like that, but if it really works like that - if there's just one "right" person for everyone, what does it mean? Could she be the one person for me? Is it pointless, getting in new relationships every time, because I fall in love, because in the end no one will be the "right one" for me? I don't know - and I'm not sure I will ever find out. But I know that she will be more important than everyone to me this next time - but I will not give up on love, on finding a man that will be the right one for me. Or will I?
 


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1 niki niki | Web | 29. července 2010 v 8:26 | Reagovat

úprimne vám váš relationship with eS závidím :) je to skutočne viac ako nejaký chlap. ak príde the right one, myslím si, že to človek iste bude vedieť, pretože to ani žiadne porovnávanie vzťahov a nič tomu podobné nenastane :)

2 n i k a. n i k a. | 30. července 2010 v 23:02 | Reagovat

súhlasím s niki :)
nikdy som nevidela nič také ako ste vy 2 a je to fakt radosť sa na vás pozerať...
mať kamarátku takú ako ste vy 2, to sa len tak nevidí a my ostatní vám naozaj máme čo závidieť...
ja mať takú kamarátku, tak sa asi zbláznim [v tom pozitívnom slovazmysle] ^^

a s niki tiež súhlasím aj v tej časti čo sa týka toho pána pravého :P
keď príde, určite to budeš vedieť a potom ťa ani nenapadne premýšľať nad vuťahmi ktoré boli... :]

3 Sisa Sisa | 31. července 2010 v 0:09 | Reagovat

ja si osobne myslim, ze v 17tich sa zamyslat nad tym, ze co ak nahodou nenajdes svojho mt.right-a je uplna hlupost:)

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