Červenec 2010

Photoshop Crisis

30. července 2010 v 20:55 | Webmiss |  theTHOUGHTS
I just wanted to let you all know, that I am in kind of a crisis now, because I don't have photoshop on my new computer, so I can not do any graphics right now. I don't think it makes you that sad, but it makes me sad :D I hope I'll be able to install it here on the way to Prag tomorrow, but I am not sure if that will be possible. And I would really like to know, where it went, who has it at home right now, because the trial version will last only 30 days, which is awful! Well, I hope someone will give it back to me as soon as possible, or just tell me that I have it back at home so I can start looking for it :)

But anyways, as you all know I will be gone the next three days, so see you Monday evening, or Tuesday morning ^^ I am looking very forward to Prag. Have a nice time while I am gone and keep visiting the site :) Or at least come see what's new on Tuesday :D

Blah Blah Blah I'm 17 & How you feel

30. července 2010 v 13:16 | Webmiss |  theTHOUGHTS
Unlike yesterday, this isn't such a sunny day. Which makes me a little bit sad, because it's my birthday and I'd like it to look like it really is summer out there. And because the weather changed, I have a terrible headache from yesterday evening. I thought it'd stop after I get some sleep, but nooo, it's still going on. I don't know if I mentioned it yet, but I cancelled my party, so in 1/2 hour I'm leaving to go have lunch with my two K'sand then back home, waiting for eS to get here and tomorrow we're leaving for Czech Rep., where we'll stay at our friends house, probably till monday. But I think I already told you that. Well, just like last year, I am writing down names of all peopel who whished me happy b-day, it's 76 people now, which is pretty awesome and even though I am gonna thank everyone later, I'll say it also now .. thanks. It's so nice when you know that people think of you. And some of them mean what they wish you. I also cancelled meeting some of my other friends today, because I just don't feel well .. actually, I feel like crap.
But I am glad that Destination Anywhere's new (first) videoclip is out, I really like it and I love the song. And I am so happy that many people like it too, I just don't get why they keep on telling it to David from Panik and not to guys from DA, I mean .. what's the point of telling it to a guy who produced the song? That has nothing to do with the new video, gosh! And the guys from DA would appreciate the compliments much more than D.B. I think .. maybe it's just me who thinks this, but anyways. The video and the song are great.

I think that would be all for now, listen to the song for yourselfs, hope you will like it just as much as I do. And I love the idea of the crocodile ^^


Slovakiaa

29. července 2010 v 20:32 | Webmiss |  theTHOUGHTS
As you might have guessed already, we are back from Germany. I hope you liked the pictures we took, there are going to be (ofc) some more from Tittemania in Dalhausen, I just have to wait for my Photoshop to be installed on my new computer and then I will be able to edit them and so on. But that is not the most important thing right now. Even though I really love Germany, it's a nice feeling to be home again. In my own bed, even seeing my parents is nice this time. And that's weird, because even though we all really love each other, we don't like to show it, we pretend like we are never going to miss each other and stuff like that - and we don't really say that we love each other, I think my dad only says it to me when he's apologizing, but trying to vindicate his actions. "We love you and we want the best for you, but this time &i might have overreacted" - something like this. And it is really nice to see my cat again. And it was nice to see my classmate/friend today. But not that I'll stay home that much. Tomorrow I am not spending much time at home - because it's my birthday and I cancelled the party, so I will go see my friends separately. And then on July 31., me and eS are going to Prag to see Edie and some of her friends. We'll stay there till Monday probably, so we'll be back here in the evening. We were invited there also on August 8., but they won't let eS go there, so we won't go and then again on the 15. and I can't miss that. And then something even more important - Siegen on August 21.! My parents agreed to take us there, so that is really really awesome! Okay well. I have to say that the Germany Trip (Berlin, Dalhausen, Munich) was really great, I'd say it was even better than last year. I wrote about the important personal stuff while I was there (and stole eS' computer), so I am not going to talk about it that much. I hope you had good time while I was gone, I am not feeling that good right now, so I won't write any long article, I just want to go sleep as soon as possible. But I'll be back tomorrow.
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Germany 2010 [Dachau Part3]

29. července 2010 v 11:40 | Webmiss |  × Other

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Tittemania Festival in Dalhausen

29. července 2010 v 11:36 | Webmiss |  × With
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Germany 2010 [Berlin Part2]

29. července 2010 v 11:32 | Webmiss |  × Other

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Germany 2010 [Berlin Part1]

29. července 2010 v 0:27 | Webmiss |  × Other

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eS ♥ 1

26. července 2010 v 20:38 | Webmiss |  × With
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just found these in her computer and thought about posting them :)

Relationships

26. července 2010 v 20:25 | Webmiss |  theTHOUGHTS
As many of you know, in the past 2 years, I've been in four serious relationships. And those who used to come to my first personal-blog have followed it all from the time I broke up with my 2nd boyfriend, after 5,5 months. My longest relationship lasted 6 months, my shortest two months, my best relationship ended like two weeks ago and the 5,5 months long one was the most drama. But in some way, I've just been in one real relationship. Because even though I loved two of these four guys and I really really liked the other two, it's actually nothing compared to the way I love my best friend. And if I'd compare any of these relationships to the one I have with her (and believe me, this is much more than just a friendship), I would have no right to call them "serious relationships". Because the "P&S relationship" begun May 15. 2007. And a couple of days I realized that every time I've put a boy to the front for some time or in some situation, it was pretty pointless - because the relationship I have with eS will always, always be stronger than the one I'll have with boys - or it seems so right now. And on this trip in Germany I realized, that's it always worth fighting for it, that it's the kind of relationship where you have to work to make it perfect - because even though we will love each other no matter what, we want to make it the best fit possible for both of us. And I think that after 4 years we just learned the way how to work on it and that makes me happy. But this leads me to another question. I am not really sure if I believe in true love or something like that, but if it really works like that - if there's just one "right" person for everyone, what does it mean? Could she be the one person for me? Is it pointless, getting in new relationships every time, because I fall in love, because in the end no one will be the "right one" for me? I don't know - and I'm not sure I will ever find out. But I know that she will be more important than everyone to me this next time - but I will not give up on love, on finding a man that will be the right one for me. Or will I?

A bit of adrenaline

21. července 2010 v 22:37 | Webmiss |  theTHOUGHTS
I finally got the chance to write this short article, I actually wanted it to be longer, because it's a theme I could talk about for hours and hours and I'd still remember new memories. But I don't have that much time, since we're in Berlin, the internet connection is not that good - and I'm on eS's laptop - I hate its keyboard. Today (except for all the other stuff) we went to Pankow, where's an old building with no known owner. It took us at least 30 minutes to get there. And I was so excited when I saw the building. It was great! Huge, old, vandalized .. you know, the kinda place you just want to come in, observe, look through - u have a little fear in you, you are a bit scared and there's also a dash of adrenaline. But no, she just wouldn't go there, because she's scared of everything!! Literally - everything! So I told her that she can stay on the Subway Stop while I go there for a while. No, she wouldn't let me. And she wouldn't even wanna stay on the bridge close the that building, stay there for a while - because she didn't like the neighborhood, because it was not in the center of Berlin - because she was scared. I mean .. she knew where we were going, she knew what kind of a building it was, so we went over there - and then just went back, because she was scared. And I know I prolly shouldn't be angry and mad and upset, but c'mon! I don't understand why she has to make a scene when I wanna go there, when Im not making her go inside with me - because I know she's scared!! And when we were there, and I saw the building, I remembered my childhood. The time I spent out of the city in a small village an hour away from the capital I live in. And we always did this kind of things. We always did things we were scared of a bit, but we were always more excited about the fact that we could observe new things, learn about a new place, that seemed scary. Now? I just live in this boring city doing all that boring stuff I don't really like doing. So .. I am kinda depressed right now because of all these things and I'd like to return to my childhood for just one day to re-live this again.

Okay well, this isn't such a short article liek I thought it would be, but I just felt like writing it all down before I stop being upset about it that much. Hope u're enjoying the holidays, I have many photos, so they'll all be here when I get home. Love & Peace, P.